First of all, I still feel weird about writing this because it feels like it's still 2018 for me. Wasn't it just a few months ago when I wrote the 2018 new year post? And you're telling me I'm already living in the year 2019? My goodness. Time sure flies. But happy new year everyone!

A quote by Epik High's Tablo. I love it!💕

I noticed that I wrote this last year in this post:


I'm pretty late, I'm actually making the recap post exactly a year after I posted that.

So, was 2018 a great year for me? (IT FEELS SO AWKWARD USING THE PAST TENSE) Uh-huh I'm pretty sure it was, since I can't really recall any bad stuff happening. Probably some unfortunate things, but not bad. Thus, I'm going to highlight the four memories from 2018 that I never thought I would make.


The first one would be SUKIPT 2018. I'm a bit proud of this one, since it needed me to break out of my shell to actually be able to attend this event. I was still in my first semester when Aina asked me to tag along, the semester when my homesickness was so severe I would go home even if it was only for a day. For the semester break, I would've expected myself to stay as close to home as possible, but no, I went to UKM for like 10 days instead. I met new people and experienced new things so yes, I definitely enjoyed my stay there!




Next, trips with Ain Syahirah! She had been busy planning for our trips to historical places (we both love history) a.k.a. museums during our second semester break. She actually had a short semester in between so wow job well done dude!😂 Our first trip in July involved going to Islamic Arts Museum, National Planetarium and Malaysian Royal Police Museum. Man I was excited throughout the whole trip as it was my first time making that kind of trip with a friend, to museums at that! In August we went to National Art Gallery after her short semester ended. Mind you, we know nothing much about arts, but we still enjoyed the trip! Hereby, I would like to express my gratitude to you, Ain Syahirah, for being the master planner of our trips, from our journey, to the destinations and the food we had. Here's to more trips with you! (I hope you're not tired of me already😐)


The third moment is when I went mountain climbing with my sisters and cousin. Hiking had always been in my bucket list, yet I never got the courage to make it come true because of my stamina. Whenever the question 'sea or mountain' came up, I would always choose mountain because I had this dream of going hiking up a hill or mountain someday. Aaaanndd I grabbed the opportunity that came on our 61st Independence Day. I'm glad I didn't give up halfway up the mountain because if I did, I wouldn't be able to include it in this post.😂 Nah just kidding, because if I gave up, I might never want to try mountain climbing again. I'm proud of myself.😛


Last but not least, and it's still new and fresh in my mind, going to BTOB Fan Meeting last December 16th. Frankly, I'm scared to continue writing right now as I might get too excited again and write a whole long paragraph about BTOB and how Ilhoon looked at me omg help me! That look he had is still vivid in my mind omg omg omg! By the way, I just want to say that I've 90% moved on from that fan meeting. The first week was too hard for me. I spent my study week listening to their songs, getting emotional, watching their videos, Beatcom, crying some more. I think I'm okay now, although I was upset about them not uploading a video on that fan meeting a few days ago.😂 Again, thanks to Ain Syahirah for purchasing the tickets for both of us! Thank you for creating 2018 memories with me and thank you for taking me to see Jung Ilhoon :')


2018 had been a wonderful year for me. Thank you to my family, friends, acquaintances and everyone who contributed in making my 2018. I love you, stay close, and let's keep pushing forward for a better year this 2019.💖

And yes, my dear younger self, 2018 had been a great year, probably one of my best yet, alhamdulillah.😊

HAPPY NEW YEAR!🎉🎈

Till the next post!🙆

I've been wanting to update my blog for some time now haha there are two drafts waiting to be finished and published, but I decided to make a new post instead. 😂

I've also been thinking about what to post for the end-of-the-year post. I wanted to do a recap but, you see, if I were to depend on my memory I won't remember much, but if I depend on my photos, there would be too many of them and I can't choose. It's such a headache to have to pick certain photos from hundreds, you know. I actually just got back from Langkawi last Monday and I was so eager to blog about it. However, it stressed me out that I had to choose the best photos so I decided to delay it to probably during my semester break haha.

Let's talk about resolutions now. To be honest, I haven't got any new resolutions (yet). For the past years, it's always been 'I will not procrastinate this year' which has never worked out for me (obviously). Procrastinating is like a habit of mine that I can never erase. Even right now, I'm procrastinating. My final exam is starting this Wednesday, but I haven't studied one bit. It's kind of stressing me out that I'm not studying but still, here we go, I'm writing here.😫 I decided to study early in the morning tomorrow because I just can't do it now.

Oh, resolutions. I'm going to think of at least one now. My friend, Hazim, has got these really cool and respectable resolutions that I'm feeling like wei I want a resolution too. Something that is not cliche and something that I might actually have the potential to do.

I DON'T KNOW WHY I CAN'T THINK OF ONE.

Am I not excited for 2018? I am though. I'm excited for my semester break, for the movies that will come out, for my sleep time, for a possible travel and many more! But for sure I'm not very excited about the fact that I'm going to turn 21 in 2018. Do you know how you want time to go fast so you can finish your studies, but at the same time you want it to go slow because responsibilities will be thrown at your face the older you get? Can you relate to this? I mean like, you finish your studies, you have to work, then you might start your own family, and have kids, and just grow old. Just more and more responsibilities and this is why I want to be a kid again and get taken care of by my family.😩

This is also why we should appreciate our parents, guys. The youth and time that they sacrifice for us. Their love for us can never be replaced. I love you mama and ayah 🙆💖

Wait! I just found my resolution! I will not give up on my studies and just keep pushing forward, being a strong and independent girl that I am, insyaallah.👌

Why is this my resolution? Because ever since I entered university life, I've been feeling like giving up and dropping out and just, I don't know, do something else. The person who's been hearing this the most is Ain haha because I'd be like:


Hahaha ok I think it's funny because I don't even know since when we got so close. But we'd always whatsapp each other telling stuff like this (this is an appreciation to you, so don't ask for some more ok).

I escaped this path once after SPM, but after STPM there's just no other escape and I have no other choice if I were to further my studies. Like Cikgu Raba'a said, if University Seri Ampangan does exist, that would definitely be where I take my degree. Unfortunately, it doesn't exist, so I can't just give up you see. Insyaallah, hikmah will be shown to me one day as to why Allah SWT chose this for me.

So I can't give up, and I hope to get rid of that feeling this year!

I'm also hoping that I won't forget my precious blog.😝

Till here then. Goodbye 2017. I'll see your brother, 2018, tomorrow (insyaallah)!



Till the next post, thank you for reading!

No '2013, please be good to me.' It's you who decide if you want it to be good or bad. It's your life, your decision. One decision can change your whole life forever. The decision is in your hands now. You decide your future.