I've been wanting to update my blog for some time now haha there are two drafts waiting to be finished and published, but I decided to make a new post instead. 😂

I've also been thinking about what to post for the end-of-the-year post. I wanted to do a recap but, you see, if I were to depend on my memory I won't remember much, but if I depend on my photos, there would be too many of them and I can't choose. It's such a headache to have to pick certain photos from hundreds, you know. I actually just got back from Langkawi last Monday and I was so eager to blog about it. However, it stressed me out that I had to choose the best photos so I decided to delay it to probably during my semester break haha.

Let's talk about resolutions now. To be honest, I haven't got any new resolutions (yet). For the past years, it's always been 'I will not procrastinate this year' which has never worked out for me (obviously). Procrastinating is like a habit of mine that I can never erase. Even right now, I'm procrastinating. My final exam is starting this Wednesday, but I haven't studied one bit. It's kind of stressing me out that I'm not studying but still, here we go, I'm writing here.😫 I decided to study early in the morning tomorrow because I just can't do it now.

Oh, resolutions. I'm going to think of at least one now. My friend, Hazim, has got these really cool and respectable resolutions that I'm feeling like wei I want a resolution too. Something that is not cliche and something that I might actually have the potential to do.

I DON'T KNOW WHY I CAN'T THINK OF ONE.

Am I not excited for 2018? I am though. I'm excited for my semester break, for the movies that will come out, for my sleep time, for a possible travel and many more! But for sure I'm not very excited about the fact that I'm going to turn 21 in 2018. Do you know how you want time to go fast so you can finish your studies, but at the same time you want it to go slow because responsibilities will be thrown at your face the older you get? Can you relate to this? I mean like, you finish your studies, you have to work, then you might start your own family, and have kids, and just grow old. Just more and more responsibilities and this is why I want to be a kid again and get taken care of by my family.😩

This is also why we should appreciate our parents, guys. The youth and time that they sacrifice for us. Their love for us can never be replaced. I love you mama and ayah 🙆💖

Wait! I just found my resolution! I will not give up on my studies and just keep pushing forward, being a strong and independent girl that I am, insyaallah.👌

Why is this my resolution? Because ever since I entered university life, I've been feeling like giving up and dropping out and just, I don't know, do something else. The person who's been hearing this the most is Ain haha because I'd be like:


Hahaha ok I think it's funny because I don't even know since when we got so close. But we'd always whatsapp each other telling stuff like this (this is an appreciation to you, so don't ask for some more ok).

I escaped this path once after SPM, but after STPM there's just no other escape and I have no other choice if I were to further my studies. Like Cikgu Raba'a said, if University Seri Ampangan does exist, that would definitely be where I take my degree. Unfortunately, it doesn't exist, so I can't just give up you see. Insyaallah, hikmah will be shown to me one day as to why Allah SWT chose this for me.

So I can't give up, and I hope to get rid of that feeling this year!

I'm also hoping that I won't forget my precious blog.😝

Till here then. Goodbye 2017. I'll see your brother, 2018, tomorrow (insyaallah)!



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