I'm finally done with my final exams last Thursday! The last paper was Polymer Chemistry which was the hardest subject for me. I almost lost it and my heart was practically begging and screaming for it to be over. But mostly it was because all my roommates had gone home at the time and I was the only one left. The room was so empty with only some of my stuff left. It was too quiet without the quarrels, screams and laughter from my roommates. Furthermore, I was left with this on my whiteboard.


Can you imagine how strong my urge was to go home? Looking at the board made it 10 times stronger.😪 They're just so sweet I'm going to miss them for sure.

Before the last two papers, I had a few days gap so I went home. On Monday, my form 6 classmates suddenly suggested that we go to meet our teachers the next day (Tuesday). I think I was making my last-minute notes at that time.

At first I was like 'Nooo I got an exam on Wednesday I can't possibly go!'

The next moment I became like YOLO when will you ever see your teachers again together with your classmates 에라 모르겠다 just go!😝

And that's how I decided to go and see my teachers. Everyone was already done with their final exams (this also contributed to my strong urge to go back home) and all of them questioned why I wasn't in Shah Alam when my next paper was tomorrow haha. But never mind that, I was excited to see these kids again! The last time we saw each other was before we entered university, and honestly I never thought I'd miss them. 😩


All of my teachers except for one have transferred to another school so that's all the more reason that I was willing to sacrifice my time studying just to see them. After meeting the teachers, we grabbed ourselves some ice cream and lepak some more, then went to see our other teacher who's still in our old school.



I was happy to see them although some couldn't make it, and definitely got motivated to finish my exams faster.😂😂

Done with that! Let's move on to another thing.

I'm a big fan of the Maze Runner movies, and I had been waiting for so long for The Death Cure to come out. It came out on the same day of my last exam but I didn't get to watch it until last Saturday.

After almost three years of waiting, I'm definitely not disappointed with this final piece of Maze Runner. I cried guys. Like seriously, I did. I might have been too into the storyline or whatever, but it broke me that Newt died after just meeting Minho.

To give a very honest review, this movie's got a great beginning and ending (to me). There were a few predictable scenes (not many) but also plot twists, like when Gally turned out to be the guy who saved them. But right after Newt died, things got a little havoc and some of the scenes made me feel like 'meh'. The ending was superb though, the letters got me crying again.😭💔

But then again, there are more pros than cons to this movie. After just watching the movie, I rated it 10/10, but now I'd give it 9/10 after thinking it through. I'd still recommend this movie to everyone! Like I said, I'm not disappointed at all with this final piece: The Death Cure.💖

(Might even consider buying the book series now)

Till the next post!💓

An hour ago we entered 2018. What was I doing? I was watching SBS Gayo Daejun at that time haha. It was okay with great ending performance by EXO. Eh by the way it's the first post of 2018!

In my earlier post, I said that I was going to study early in the morning but here I am, typing, AGAIN, on my blog. I'm not even mad anymore because I know myself that well. Procrastination = Me. I'm going to have only a day and a half to finish studying TITAS before the exam on Wednesday oh God I don't know how I'm going to cram all those facts inside my head.

Why am I writing again when I've done the new year post already? Honestly I don't know. I had gone through a lot in 2017 which involves my change in personality and mindset. It was as though I was still searching for myself and my place in this world. My mind would run amok from time to time during the times when I tried to decipher the foreign reality that I was facing, when nothing made sense to me.

I don't know how to explain this. But one thing for sure, I kept changing my mind, or maybe my mind kept changing me? I have no idea, and this is why I'm writing this post. Just in case my future self decides to change her mind on some things again. This could also be a reminder/advice to whoever's reading this.


Girl, please don't give up in whatever you're doing. Keep on pushing yourself in studies, or whatever you're interested in, but always remember to take breaks in between. If you can't seem to do it, allow yourself some time to make decisions. It's not wrong when you're late to catch up in studies, as long as you're comfortable and cool with it. Don't decide anything when you're overwhelmed with emotions, as I'm pretty sure you don't want to regret it in the future.

Explore things. Take part in activities that you like. Push yourself to be brave and bold like you always did. Learn to be patient with people who don't meet your expectations. Why? Because you don't even meet everyone's expectations, so be patient just like how you want others to be patient with you. But still, you've got to be dauntless to express your opinions and correct others' mistakes. Don't just accept everything when you know that it's wrong. It's not wrong to be a perfectionist in your work, remember that and ignore people who say otherwise.

Just be who you want to be and don't ever get affected by judgmental people. It's not wrong to be different and think differently from others. Also, please try not to procrastinate. Aih but I know myself better.

I hope that you're able to make the best out of 2018, and make every moment meaningful. Take risks and get out of that comfort zone of yours (but not too risky I hope). Take care of yourself and those around you. Be sensitive to changes around you and be wise to take the right actions. Just think before you act, alright? Know that I've got your back all the time so please be a strong girl no matter what. Whenever things are hard, just come back here or seek the ones you trust, insyaallah they will be there for you.

 I'm hoping to be able to make a recap post by the end of the year where at the end of the post, I'll say "It's been a great year".😊

Till the next post!