You know that feeling bila masa cuti, sibuk nak sekolah, tapi bila dah sekolah, sibuk pulak nak cuti?

Sebab tu yang aku tengah rasa sekarang.

I'm halfway done packing my stuff. Well, I'm only packing for the MDS week so yeah takdalah banyak sangat barang sebenarnya (BUT STILL A LOT THOUGH). I no longer feel excited + nervous now because the only thing that I'm feeling now is I'M NOT READY YET.

But come on, cuti 10 bulan kot takkan tak ready lagi kan? I guess I'm mentally unready because wei I don't feel like studying at all doh like seriously NO. I had a super long holiday and suddenly I'm entering university now and Idk man everything feels so surreal to me. Of course, I'm very grateful to be among the chosen ones who got accepted to a public university but Idk la I'm just not ready to meet new people, to study, to be away from home, to do just about anything on my own instead of with my family.😩

I know I can and will be independent there but really I'm just too lazy to do anything right now. My feeling about entering university is changing every single day and today just happens to be "I'm not ready". I mean like, there's only a few days left ok I need to watch Return of Superman on Sunday (which is totally unrelated to this but whatever) so how can I not have mixed feelings about this.

Luckily, alhamdulillah, it's somewhere a little bit familiar since I've been there before soooooo yeah, although I'll need help with the roads but whatever, I've got to step out of my comfort zone.💥

Okay, first of all, I'M OFFICIALLY IN LOVE WITH THIS NEW TEMPLATE!💝 At first, I didn't want to use it but I couldn't resist the temptation... So here it is! My blog is soooo prettyy I love it so much 😍

Second thing, I got accepted to UiTM Shah Alam which I'm very grateful for (sebab senang nak balik). To be honest, I was genuinely scared if I get the Perlis campus because it's so far weh what if I get homesick? I've never been away from home without my family for more than 3 days, so how do you expect me to stay there for a long time? Yeah I know, "be independent", BUT I CAN'T, AT LEAST NOT NOW. I was so scared that I asked everyone to pray for me so that I get Shah Alam campus hahaha and alhamdulillah dapat jugak Shah Alam I nearly cried😊

Third, Queen for Seven Days aired its final episode last Friday. It was so, so heartbreaking 😭💔. Like the teaser said, it's the most tragic love story in the history of Joseon. I cried a lot while watching this drama, starting from the second episode. I think this is the first time that I really felt touched by the characters. I felt happy when they're happy, and sad when they're sad. The final episode itself was heartbreaking and beautiful at the same time.😟 I really recommend this drama to everyone who loves romance and super melo kind of drama! If you want to cry, you should watch this. It's the most beautiful love story I've ever seen in dramas and movies! I'd watch it again and again if I have all the time in the world.😆


Last one, I went to Taman Basikal in Seremban with Syer and Faiqah last Saturday. I haven't cycled for like a decade (I think) so it was so awkward as I kept losing my balance. The kids took weird glances at me haha but it was really fun (though tiring)! You only need to pay RM 2.10 for half an hour which is very cheap.



Till the next post then!💘

So it's the 1st of August already! Time flies so fast it's nearly September now 😐 and UPU results will be announced this Thursday 😭 I've been meaning to write something about reminiscence but nah I suddenly want to make the 50 Random Questions, so here we go!