Hiluuu I'm backk, signalling the end of my second year at UiTM hehe. I took the final paper last week and phew alhamdulillah I was just so so glad that my fourth semester was over. I desperately wanted the semester to end man the suffocation was real.

Anyway, two days after the last paper, I went on a trip to Ipoh with my family. Coincidentally (or not😏), my birthday fell on our last day in Ipoh. We had a little celebration with a small cake the night before and I just felt thankful for that. Thankful to have my loved ones with me, and thankful that Allah still allowed me more time with them.

Before we went home on Sunday, we dropped by Cameron Highlands just to have all the strawberry dishes we couldn't have last time. Hahaha so last year we went there during Ramadhan (I still wonder why we did that) so we couldn't enjoy the chocolate-dipped strawberries, waffles and all that ugh it was a bit frustrating.😂 This time we came just to eat these and left afterwards. Bruh it's still funny to me.😂😂


Later that night, when we reached Seremban, we went out again together with my bro and grandma (they couldn't come with us for the vacation) for a second celebration. Wee this was the first time that I had two cakes for my birthday. I guess I'm really 22 now. 😂

Regardless, I was actually already content with my birthday since I got to spend it with my family, all day long. I felt grateful (hyped) to have them with me. Be it visiting places, or sitting in the car for hours, I didn't mind as long as my family was around. Thank you mama, ayah, nenek, akak, angah and Iman for existing and staying with me through all these years.😘 Thank you for just being there for me.💕

Man I feel like crying now.😭

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Okay let's move on, shall we? Before that, I need to get ready untuk baper. Lagi dan lagi dan lagi.

Yesterday, I went to watch Dilan 1991 with my sister. Guess what? Gw baper berat. Berat yang teramat. Kejap-kejap menangis eh I couldn't even count how many times tears just rolled down my cheeks. Man it's damn sad like I really ship Dilan and Milea and now whaatttt. I already read on Twitter beforehand, that it wasn't going to be a happy ending. Yet I still wasn't prepared for it. Not just the ending, but wayyyy before that lagi aku dah nangis bruh I was too emotional. Especially when it came to Milea crying in front of her Ibu and Bunda, my emotions just burst like wow I could feel her. EEEE DILAN PUN SATU HAL TAU NI LAGI SATU PUNCA AKU NANGIS.😭😭 In the last scene pun, Milea tak nangis tapi end up aku yang mengalir air mata tak sudah-sudah.😭


I guess the actors just pulled the acts off really well sampai aku baper teruk macam ni. Sampai sekaranglah tak move on lagi. Aih I just want the next movie to come out already. 😞 Meanwhile I'm going to finish reading the three Dilan novels first. Aih I'm so in love. Dilan is cheesy in such a way that makes me cringe, but I still love him because his every word is just unpredictable. Well, excuse me but I've added this Dilan series to the list of my favourite Indonesian movies, along with AADC and London Love Story.🙈

Semoga aku ga terus baper kegini.

"Insyaallah. Doain."

😭💔

Till the next post I guess😭