An hour ago we entered 2018. What was I doing? I was watching SBS Gayo Daejun at that time haha. It was okay with great ending performance by EXO. Eh by the way it's the first post of 2018!

In my earlier post, I said that I was going to study early in the morning but here I am, typing, AGAIN, on my blog. I'm not even mad anymore because I know myself that well. Procrastination = Me. I'm going to have only a day and a half to finish studying TITAS before the exam on Wednesday oh God I don't know how I'm going to cram all those facts inside my head.

Why am I writing again when I've done the new year post already? Honestly I don't know. I had gone through a lot in 2017 which involves my change in personality and mindset. It was as though I was still searching for myself and my place in this world. My mind would run amok from time to time during the times when I tried to decipher the foreign reality that I was facing, when nothing made sense to me.

I don't know how to explain this. But one thing for sure, I kept changing my mind, or maybe my mind kept changing me? I have no idea, and this is why I'm writing this post. Just in case my future self decides to change her mind on some things again. This could also be a reminder/advice to whoever's reading this.


Girl, please don't give up in whatever you're doing. Keep on pushing yourself in studies, or whatever you're interested in, but always remember to take breaks in between. If you can't seem to do it, allow yourself some time to make decisions. It's not wrong when you're late to catch up in studies, as long as you're comfortable and cool with it. Don't decide anything when you're overwhelmed with emotions, as I'm pretty sure you don't want to regret it in the future.

Explore things. Take part in activities that you like. Push yourself to be brave and bold like you always did. Learn to be patient with people who don't meet your expectations. Why? Because you don't even meet everyone's expectations, so be patient just like how you want others to be patient with you. But still, you've got to be dauntless to express your opinions and correct others' mistakes. Don't just accept everything when you know that it's wrong. It's not wrong to be a perfectionist in your work, remember that and ignore people who say otherwise.

Just be who you want to be and don't ever get affected by judgmental people. It's not wrong to be different and think differently from others. Also, please try not to procrastinate. Aih but I know myself better.

I hope that you're able to make the best out of 2018, and make every moment meaningful. Take risks and get out of that comfort zone of yours (but not too risky I hope). Take care of yourself and those around you. Be sensitive to changes around you and be wise to take the right actions. Just think before you act, alright? Know that I've got your back all the time so please be a strong girl no matter what. Whenever things are hard, just come back here or seek the ones you trust, insyaallah they will be there for you.

 I'm hoping to be able to make a recap post by the end of the year where at the end of the post, I'll say "It's been a great year".😊

Till the next post!