Assalamualaikum

I guess this is the first official post of 2022. Terkejut tengok last post tahun 2021 hshshs.

Sooooooo mmmm let's not beat around the bush. I'm back here because I feel like writing about someone.

His name is A.

💖

I don't know what exactly should I write about, to be honest. But he deserves a post.

I first met him less than a year ago. We were just friends then. It wasn't until the first day of 2022 that I found out he has liked me for a while; probably since Day 1 aha.

Argh malu pulak nak tulis.

But anyway, I thought I should give it a go, so we started to get to know each other. Slowly but surely, as time passed, I started to fall for him.

I don't know why but in less than three months, he has witnessed the inferior parts of me a couple of times. First one; we met up but my most introverted self came out that day. I couldn't get myself to talk to anyone else - not even up for smiling to strangers bruh much less order myself a drink 😂 When he wanted to leave to get something from his car, I was like "NOPE LET ME GET THAT FOR YOU" ahshsh he must be so confused 😂 There's no way you're going to leave me alone in that state 😤

Second one; I was on my first day of period and there came the menstrual cramps. We were out at that time and had to stop twice because I felt like throwing up. Even when I tried to sleep it off, it didn't work 😩 It was so so painful ugh that was one of the terrible ones and he was there with me.

And many other instances when I was on my bad days and guess what? He handled them all well. He calms me down when I panic, listens and supports me when I rant (even about the smallest and stupidest things), cheers me up when I'm down, and so many more. He's always enthusiastic to talk to me, and so am I to him. Sometimes I feel like I don't deserve this much kindness from him but alhamdulillah I'm grateful to have him in my life now. He accepts me for who I am and I couldn't ask for more 💓

If somehow you're reading this, I want you to know that you are one of my sources of happiness in this world now, and may it be that way until Jannah. Thank you for coming into my life. I hope you'll be here to stay forever.

May Allah ease everything for us 💖

Till the next post!