Selamat hari raya everyone! (Too late I know but still) (I found the emojis again 😜)

So how was your raya this year? Mine was still as lively as before. Alhamdulillah. My aunt's family came over and we celebrated the day with them. I'm grateful that I still have my family with me this raya as well. 

There's another thing for me to be grateful for. 

A lot of things have been revealed and resolved the past week between me and my friends. All the unsaid things, all the fears within, all the ties broken. Things that, for years, I thought I could never find the answers to. But they were fixed in just A WEEK. We've been holding the emotions in for so long, so long that I have actually forgotten most parts of it and moved on. 

But guess what? It turns out that this all happened because of lies. Lies that once cracked our friendships. Lies that made us go through hell. Lies that, for some reason, we bought. It was stupid, I know. But I'm glad that we reached out to each other this time around and united against a liar.

I'm happy to have my friends back as a whole. No more of us being wary of each other. I'm happy that we chose to trust each other this time. But I'm upset that it took us this long to resolve the misunderstandings. We wasted so much time that we could have spent together by doubting one another. I feel extremely sorry for this. 

It kind of reminds me of Dilan and Milea; how they misunderstood each other and only realized it when there was no going back. It was too late for them, but luckily, not for us. I don't even know how to describe how thankful I am. Alhamdulillah. 

P.S. Lesson learned. Always trust your guts. They could be right.

Till the next post! 🎈