Okay, you know how I said I was going to take some time to publish this one post? (not this post btw) I was working on it, to write something that makes sense for the first time ever in this blog *touche* BUT I think I failed miserably hahaha.

It's just so unlike me, you see. I tried to discipline myself by planning when to edit the post until I finally publish it, but *clears throat* it was no easy task. IT IS SO HARD TO DISCIPLINE MYSELF😩. I eventually got annoyed with the post since it's really difficult for me to stay focused on one post since usually I would just write whatever's on my mind and publish it on the same day. That way, the idea won't go away or get mixed up with other ideas I get on other days.

The problem with this way is, my posts end up sounding ridiculous sometimes as though I don't think... (at least it appears to me that way) Even though it could be irritating, today I officially accepted the fact that I can't change ha ha😌.

It's so funny to me that every single year my number one resolution would be to stop procrastinating, but did I change? NO. It kept on repeating until 2016 when I knew I would never stop procrastinating. I mean, I always avoid to procrastinate, but I can't help it most of the time...😣


That's the proof. As the answer for the first one, nah girl it's 2017 and you still haven't changed. As for the second one, ha ha funny you, you knew you would still procrastinate, didn't you?😏

And yup, I read my old posts... and there were quite a few things I found funny about my younger self😬. My thinking and writing style change with time. In some of them, I wanted to be poetic, but they turned out quite idiotic due to some exaggerated metaphors. The thing that I find funnier is that, I was actually serious about them!😂 I want to share them here but nah it makes me cringe AND I also don't want them to be posted twice in my blog haha.

See, I could just delete them like my other posts, but I want to keep them as memories so yeah why not?

Oh gosh I just realized what I did. DO YOU SEE WHAT I MEAN NOW? I was here to talk about how hard it is to make that one post and I started talking about random things that came to my mind. This is why most of my posts are usually not related to their titles...

It seems like it's bound to happen to me every time I lose focus and intention to write. I don't know about other bloggers but really, as I start a post, it seems like it's going well until the time comes for me to end it. Then it sounds pretty absurd to me *sigh* but I post it anyway because I love myself!😍 (nah jk, because if not it would waste my time lol)

Till the next post, I guess